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If people were going to talk, they were going to talk. Given the opportunity they would malign God. Nadeem Zaman was born in Dhaka, Bangladesh and grew up there and in Chicago. I should go to a hospital. Maybe I would go if I knew where one was—and I knew how I got here.
Another guy keeps popping up from behind parked cars. My memory loss is far worse than short-term. But the environment I find myself in is positively idyllic.
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To my right is a wooded area with other bungalows, set more closely together, and a larger building, which I believe the owner said was the dining hall. To my left is a wide-open field. Not that I can remember what kind of car I have. The keys are for a Volkswagen. The bright side is that I seem to be in good health, I can read, and my powers of reasoning appear to be intact.
My best guess as to what happened is that I had a car accident that left me with this hopefully temporary amnesia. Looking for help, I stumbled down the road and came upon this rustic retreat for antique car owners. It seems like a good place for self-healing, but not without problems. For one, the proprietor is not that hospitable. I spoke to him in that tiny combination rental office and general store just off the dirt road as you enter. The name of this place is One Accord. The cars in the parking lot all have New York license plates.
The rates are dirt-cheap. I tried to pay with a credit card. He looked at me as if I were crazy. He took the twenty I handed him and held it up to the light. What was wrong with this guy? He practically threw a key at me. The cabins are primitive. No air conditioner, television, or dishwasher. There are two small bedrooms, a tiny bathroom, and a combination living room, dining room, and kitchen. Aside from the stove and refrigerator against the left wall, this combination room has just a couch, easy chair, and kitchen table with four chairs.
The surroundings, however, are beautiful. The woman is short and stocky. She has dark hair. Her face has very fine features. She speaks to him in a gentle voice. There are two windows to my right, overlooking a back yard. Another two windows are on the far wall, facing the second floor of another house very close by.
There are some boxes in bright wrapping paper on the chest. The setup in the apartment is strange. There are two bedrooms in back. A hallway leads to a good-sized kitchen. A hallway goes around this bedroom to the living room. The woman smiles. But remember—just one. The kid obviously adores her, and now does so even more than before. He reaches up and takes the smallest box from the chest. He rips into the wrapping paper, tears open the box, and extracts the contents. He looks puzzled. She smiles.
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She walks out of the room. The kid still looks puzzled. He looks like he might start to cry, but holds back the tears. He just wants some time to figure it out. The kid in the field picks up the tennis ball and decides to investigate the punch ball game. I follow behind him. There are two women on the sidelines. They both are wearing sundresses. One is coaching at third base. The other is by the first base line trying to keep three and four-year-olds from running on the field. Let the little kid play.
The woman by the first base line leans over and talks to the kid with the racquet. The kid shakes his head no. You just go up to the plate there and punch the ball as hard as you can. Reluctantly, the kid takes the Spaldeen and walks toward home plate. The shortstop waves all the outfielders in. The kid steps up to the plate and gives the Spaldeen a whack with the racquet. The kid stands there, watching the flight of the ball.
Pandemonium breaks loose. Run to first! He starts running toward third. The left fielder is chasing the ball. The woman by the first base line grabs the kid and pushes him in the direction of first. He barely beats the relay throw from the shortstop. The next batter lines what should be a double to left, but the little kid stops at second. The following batter punches the ball in the gap in right center. After the game, I decide to go back and see how bad my cabin really is.
The kid is running behind me.
The man stops right near me. It might have been a home run if his teammates had told him how to run the bases. The badge ID that I keep in my wallet helps me out here. Abe studies me. Might be good for the war effort. It calculates the trajectories of artillery shells. Same first name as you.
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We approach the cabin area. He stops in front of Cabin As I walk toward the dining hall, I suddenly find myself in a tunnel. It looks more like the catacombs. The inside of this machine does not have the cramped feeling I expected. The floor is about four feet wide, and the apex of the ceiling is a good foot-and-a-half from my head. Univac I. I knew there could be a little man in these things—maybe several little men—feverishly doing the calculations.
My first job. I worked for a company that publishes a news report on business automation.
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There are so many new announcements that some companies in the trade press claim the free lunches as a job benefit. I never met John Mauchly. I did meet his partner, Pres Eckert—J. After the luncheon, after the stroll through Univac I, I ask him a question. Maybe he knows the game is really over. Remington Rand Univac has blown its huge lead. Somehow it all went wrong. In fact, Abe is the show. The room is not that large. At the far end, Abe sits at the head of the table. Like box seats, there are single tables along each of the sidewalls. The guests seated opposite the walls at these tables have turned their chairs toward the center to watch Abe perform.
His humor is a combination of gentle bantering, jokes, and reminisces of the immigrant past. He draws in not only those at the banquet table, but those at the single tables as well. Folks, say hello to Jon. Just stumbled in here this morning. His own words. I sit down at the table. Opposite me is the same woman I saw in my vision of the apartment. She seems shy, thoughtful, perhaps a little aloof from the others the table.
To her right is a slender, balding, softspoken man about the same age as Abe. The adults here appear to be between thirty-five and fifty, with either young kids or preteens. The kid next to the slender man is a freckle-faced blond, about nine years old. To my left is a plump, blonde, serene-looking woman. Next to her are two little girls, maybe seven and six. Abe is on to softball now. But we all played as kids. The house I grew up in was right near a sandlot. After school, of course, we were all playing ball.
But after school you had to have Torah instruction. I wanted to play ball. I line a base hit to right center. You know, as a kid I was a fast runner. It was the shortstop. But there was someone else there. It was the melamed! A wave of laughter sweeps across the room. I slide into second and they both fall on top of me. Abe waits for the laughter to subside. Some guests along the side get up and start to leave.
Dave stands up and shakes my hand, and the woman to my left smiles a hello. After all, we beat you guys pretty badly last week. The ball field looks quite different from this morning. Some of the men are taking batting practice. Others, in the field, are shagging flies and fielding grounders. There are plenty of women and kids behind the first and third baselines and behind the backstop.
The men look out of shape, but that can be misleading. Dave is in center field shagging flies. He does not look out of shape. Dave sees me by the first baseline and comes running toward the infield. The words come tumbling out almost automatically. The glove seems incredibly small. The pitching mound feels surprisingly comfortable. Left toe at the back of the rubber, right heel in front. Rotate the hips and fire.
I like to throw my fastball low at the knees. My favorite pitch is a change-up that I grip like an old-fashioned knuckleball. I try to float it in letter-high. The batters who are transfixed by a pitch that has absolutely no rotation usually pop it up. The comfort of the mound is offset by antagonism toward the batter. The batter is the enemy. The batter must be defeated. He must be overwhelmed or tricked.
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Abe comes to the plate. He thrives on knee-high fastballs. I try a belt-high fastball, but it goes inside. I try the change-up, but it sails high. I throw a knee-high fastball and he lines a rope into right center for a double. You have no idea. As we walk off the field, I begin to think that I could really get to like this life. But I have to leave sometime, and I have this dilemma. Where in hell is my car? I think I left my car by the side of the road. Dave keeps a gallon of gas in his Chevy.
That will get you into town so you can get your tank filled up. Ration stamps? What kind of rationing? I seem to remember long gas lines, but no rationing. He left it by the side of the road on I like efficiency in cars. Dave puts his hand to his chin. Abe and I are leaving tomorrow afternoon. Tomorrow I can go with Jon and take a look at it. Afterward, Jon, I suggest that you drive that car home and keep it in your garage until the war is over. Abe and I are driving down Route in his black Dodge.
This is one cool car. Abe laughs. Now this car situation is leaving me more confused than ever. I decide to concentrate on finding my own. So far there is no VW by the side of the road. Only countryside. This area is really rural. At the next dirt-road intersection, Abe makes a U-turn. We live on the second floor of a three-family house. Abe smiles. Very smart. And very social. She was devastated by the move. Forced to say goodbye to all her friends. To him, the move was a big adventure.
He shakes his head. We set it up that way because Miriam thought each of the kids should have his own room. Are you living within your means? Down there in the Deep South? We can make it where we are now. The problem is the future. Miriam wants to buy. She wants a one-family. Two years! The neighbors there call it the haunted house. We can get it at a very good price. Dave has looked at it and says the house is structurally sound. Miriam says a complete coat of white paint on the outside will do wonders for that house.
And part of that payment, she says, will be to ourselves. You build up equity by owning. And besides, I worry that if the new coat of paint magically makes the house look great, the city will reassesses it, and the taxes go sky-high. Property taxes are already high in our area. Abe pauses. I mean, it seems like just farms. And a few bungalow colonies. This is so cheap. And there are plenty of kids here. Unlike his sister, my son has no friends. But how are we going to afford that? Her job is to run the house and bring up the kids.
She wants to work during the summer. She is a very proficient legal secretary. But working in those hot, sweaty offices in July and August? Ahead is the sign for One Accord. Abe makes a left onto the dirt road. Abe pulls into the parking lot. He turns toward me and holds up two fingers. The combination of mystery and serenity surrounding this place makes me uneasy.
Then again, the freshness of the air here should be very conducive to sleep. Tennis is on the schedule for tomorrow morning. Abe and Miriam have a regularly-scheduled game at a. Abe said Miriam loves tennis. Edie, however, usually tires after one set, and they have to look for someone to take her place. My birthdate is November, I remember gasoline lines, but not gasoline rationing. I suppose I should find out exactly what year it is. I know tomorrow is Sunday. Abe, Dave, and all the other men go back to the city on Sunday.
Judging by the afternoon heat, it feels like August. The speculation tires me and I fall into a deep sleep. I awake in the morning feeling quite refreshed. Too refreshed. I quickly get dressed, have some orange juice and a bowl of cold cereal, and set out for the courts. The two courts are red clay, with an eight-foot cyclone fence behind the baselines. Dressed completely in white, Dave and Edie are at a bench on the sidelines, placing their racquets in wooden presses. No one else is at the courts. Dave looks up as I approach. You can use her racquet.
Abe just has to get back to the city a little early. I want to say goodbye to Abe before he leaves. Inside, I see Abe sitting in the easy chair. His son sits on the floor, facing him. The kid looks stoical, but there are tears running down his cheeks. To my amazement, I find that when I close my eyes I see the same image. Grownups have fights with each other. Everything is back to normal.
I turn away. Abe and Miriam had a fight. Because of that, Abe is leaving early. I feel terrible. Abe was said the main thing he and Miriam argue about is money-related. I remember weighing in with some suggestions. I walk toward the ballfield, trying to clear my mind. Look, Abe is leaving this morning, Dave this afternoon. I really should be getting back home. Maybe I can get a lift to the city with Abe, and take a train home. Without Abe, the dining hall at lunchtime seems somber, almost funereal. Everyone, it seems, comes up to Miriam to ask where Abe is. She tells them politely but succinctly that Abe had return to the city early.
One woman presses onward, wanting to know why he had to go back. Miriam stands by the railing of the porch of her cabin, looking out toward the mountains. The way she wears her dark hair, tied back in a bun, seems to accentuate the fineness of her features. She waves to me as I approach. She laughs. This upsets her. Do you think everyone in this place knows? That busybody Ethel tried to find out at lunchtime why Abe left early. But this morning I decided maybe I should be getting back home. I was going to ask Abe if he could give me a lift to the city.
How do you spell your last name? Just the way it sounds. Miriam seems curious. Most married couples, when they start having a family, when their income starts increasing, move to better neighborhoods, better school districts. Abe needs to be a big fish in a small puddle. And do you know something? The problem is we have two children. And my son has some additional problems. He has no friends and no confidence in himself. He just goes around with that little tennis racquet we gave him, batting that ball around. It was about summer camp for the kids, not so much for my daughter, but for my son.
Wearing his dark brown overcoat, Abe sits crying noiselessly on the third step from the bottom of a staircase. His wine-colored cane is on the stairs beside him. The stairs end in a landing; five more steps lead down to the kitchen. The staircase goes up to a bedroom floor. I remove the cane and sit down beside him on the step. Maybe this morning we could take a drive on the Belt, like we used to. He tenses both hands on the edge of the step. I put my right arm around his back, well beneath his bad shoulder. As I help him down the stairs, his spirits seem to revive.
A guy I know at work went there and said he felt much better. It makes no sense to go on renting. When the war is over, rentals are going to skyrocket, as will the buying prices. I mean, being able to sleep at home would be a lot less traumatic for them. Dave and I are driving south on Route toward the city. We have the highway to ourselves; there are no other cars in either direction.
Dave graciously offered to give me a lift to a subway station in northern Manhattan. As I gaze out at the countryside, I feel more relaxed than at any time since I found myself in this area. Dave always seems relaxed. We pass by a huge stretch of cornfields. My guess is a high-school guidance counselor. Corporate lawyer, I would say. Dave smiles. That cured him of any serious gambling tendencies. That means Abe was doing some prenatal wheeling and dealing. This time Dave laughs. He did not have a good life when he came to the U. He had trouble putting food on the table for his family.
They had a fight, you know. Married couples have these spats all the time. They work things out. Edie is constantly after me to find a better profession. Deep down, she understands. He will outlive his father by at least twenty years. And his children will outlive him by at least twenty years. The first is to be a moral person. Second is to provide a good environment for your family—better than the one you had. Third is to achieve some success in your chosen profession. And a distant fourth, perhaps, is to attain some material comforts. Abe will achieve all those things. I suggested that they instead look at something in your neighborhood.
I think I pretty much had her convinced. Dave suddenly pulls over onto a stretch of grass by the side of the road. He faces me directly. And my neighborhood is right on the boundary of the good school district. School boards have a habit of manipulating those boundaries.
Dave calmly grasps the floor stick shift, puts the car in first, and eases back onto the highway. This stretch of Route is very flat and very straight. About a mile ahead, toward the center of the road, I see two blinking blue lights. I easily find the registration, but I have to laugh. Single font, typewriter style. Expiration date: December 31, I laugh again. That was the year my family vacationed in this area. I start to panic. Even some Hudsons. And old-style pickup trucks.
I try to calm down. There are several possible explanations. For what purpose? Time travel is like a dream, but without the luxury of waking up when things get out of hand. As we inch forward, I see the source of the delay. I am totally familiar with that car. It symbolizes the transition in aspiration from luxury car to functionality and enjoyment. Volkswagen Microbus. Conversion for camping by Westphalia.
The description races through my mind like a commercial. Bench seat folds down to sleep two. Table extends from the side. Roof pops up to create a bed. Sixty-six horsepower pancake engine that somehow manages to push that car up mountains on two continents. As we inch closer, my heart sinks. A towtruck with a winch comes into view. The top and sides are covered with mud. Dave suddenly makes a right turn onto a dirt road.
He drives about a hundred yards, stops, and turns toward me. He wrote and said he was walking without a cane. But he ran out of money and had to come back. I did nothing. I just watched and did nothing. I know you tried to give Miriam good advice, but sometimes doing what seems to be right can have terrible consequences. This dirt road, however, does lead to a back way to One Accord. You have to go back there.
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He has had several articles published relative to online education and the computer industry. He played industrial-league basketball for thirty years, including three overseas. The screams come and go in this place. They drift from every shadowed corner and every tomb-sized cell, and they bounce and deform through metal bars and hallways of concrete and stone. They mingle with the echo of patrolling boots and the clash of tapping batons and they dance amid each imprisoned groan whispered in fractured anguish and muted panic.
There is no escape from their guilt-ridden chorus and here behind these walls, I have listened to them erupt from the mouths of sleeping men and I have heard them drown in fading gurgles. I have waited for them to collapse in the disjointed span of a final gasp and I have seen them go on and on at the turn of a knob and the crack of a spark.
I have become an expert of their wailing pitch, their shrieking volume and their howling length, and when I am at home in bed, they linger in my ears, blurred and indistinct, and they serenade my dreams in a melody, distant and elusive. But as the climax of our himno nacional soars throughout the prison, the yelps and cries have all stopped.
The extremists and subversives and terrorists are motionless and silent, and like me, every guard is at attention, chins lifted, arms frozen in a proud salute. It is the morning ritual here and while the recorded trumpets blaze from high speakers, I must stand and ignore the throb in my knee and the tremble of my leg. It is how I show the animals and monsters around me that I will fall before I quit, will die before I quit. I sneer because from the moment he arrived, I knew he was pampered and soft, and my stomach turned at the mere sight of him.
His begging sounded across the exercise yard even before they removed his hood and I could tell instantly he had lived ambivalent and unaffected while patriots have bled and sacrificed for this country. That alone made him guilty and sighing amid the blubbering refrain of his tears, I move to my seat and resume my watch. I trace the catcalls of his fellow prisoners, the greetings of his fellow traitors and I take a deep breath at the clank of shutting doors and the unsettling return of the empty quiet. We never had to touch him. Can you believe it? Arcelio fingers his polished leather belt.
Not yet. After another hour or two though, he claimed to have no idea where his daughter was. I mean, who cares if he has friends in high places or if he knew the last presidente? I say we take his fat ass to the basement and strap him to the chair. All they know is lies and the only thing worse than trusting one is turning your back on one. Was it a threat of castration or did you use the one about violating him with a Coca-Cola bottle? I stop listening because he can babble for hours about his romantic conquests, never realizing how annoying it is, never realizing how much it makes me question his commitment.
He has only been here a few months and I do not fully trust him yet; he seems ignorant and shallow and more interested in drinking and parties than his job. And yes, I try to remember he is young and those are the things young people do. I try to forgive him for those things, those faults but when I start, I find that I cannot remember what it was like to be young.
I cannot remember flirting with girls or bragging over cervezas. I cannot remember going to movies or dancing in cantinas or what it was like to live without the sounds of trumpets and screams. I can only remember all these years of war, of La Violencia and of this struggle we cannot, must not, lose. He too was dirty, conniving and disloyal, and he too stared at me with dark, inscrutable eyes. We both know it. And one of these days. Ah, enough of this. Help me take this pedazo de mierda back to his cell. My fellow guard steps from the corner and hauls the traitor to his feet and once again, I mumble how none of these indios can be trusted.
Eventually, we will have to find another tactic to get what we want and as I follow them out, I squeeze the handle of my baton and pray we have not wasted too much time on this scheme. I pray my superiors will not regret using this criminal because in the end, it will be the innocent who suffer. It will be their bodies strewn across the calles , their blood drenching the avenidas. I know this because I was there on the fifth of September and I have seen firsthand the pain these terrorists cause and the disorder in which they thrive. I saw the car bombs detonate outside the Palacio Nacional and I watched the smoke plumes of oil and gasoline pour into the sky.
I smelled the burning flesh and heard the wails of misery and for hour after endless hour, I stood helpless and impotent. For most of my life, my nation had been fighting but to me, those years of conflict were nothing but images on a television screen. I was a student and a civilian then and I too was ignorant and ambivalent. It was covered in soot, its edges were tattered but under the flap of its soiled colors, I saw the truth and understood what had to be done, what sacrifices had to be made. We advance past checkpoints and down corridors and I find an uneasy sense of disquiet growing within me.
The air is thick, the light is dim and, confined by mute echoes, I feel the shadows pacing just beyond the edges of my vision like they once did in the jungle. Within the cells, bodies shamble in the darkness, conversations are mouthed unheard and I move up behind the indio as he attempts to make himself crumpled and small.
He is trying to seem injured, to seem harmless. He thinks he is fooling us, thinks we are all naive and when we stop in front of his cell, he turns and looks at me. He nods and tries to smile and I picture him cheering before his television on that day in September. I imagine him dancing and laughing at the remains of shredded women and babies, and I squeeze the baton even tighter. A winter storm has crossed the low mountains to the south and it pries into my bones and assaults my knee in dull, throbbing pulses. It came in with charcoal clouds and raking thunder and hammering torrents of rain, and here in the interrogation room, the monotonous dripping of water falls to the rhythm of a ticking clock.
It splashes unseen and pervasive over mold-slicked corners and along with the pain, it resurrects memories of patrols and battles and times when we did not play games with our enemies, times when we solved problems with machetes and hammers, a match to a roof or an emptied ammunition clip.
The stink of mildew and rot is everywhere and at any moment, I expect to hear the grunts of howler monkeys and the crack of falling branches. I can almost feel the crush of leaves under my boots and relive the dread of stepping in the wrong place or missing the sniper in the trees.
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Up in the guardhouse, the thunder vibrated the coffee on my desk but in the basement where I am, a gnawing stillness lingers. It coils around the flesh and it maneuvers and constricts across my aching limbs. The command is another useless ploy for our nation could be attacked again at any moment and we do not have time to coddle irrelevancies or contemplate lies from traitors. But I cannot disobey. We continue to march though and soon the walls resonate with the tap-tap-tapping of our batons and a frantic hush consumes everything before us.
The murmurs that once bounced like ricocheting bullets stall and I picture the inmates scrambling to hide, their bodies trembling, their hearts roaring in panic. This too is a ritual and we want them to cower at the slightest reverberant noise, to pray to the fissure of soiled light streaming beneath their doors and we want them to experience the same terror they relish, the same fear they have caused. We open their cells one by one and at every turn of a key, the forlorn supplications climb and seep into one another.
The inmates squint into the hard glare of the light and attempt to cover their faces. They shrink and huddle under their bunks. They grovel in corners and they howl when they are dragged into the open. Within seconds, I am unable to separate the curt shrieks from the labored wails as they implore and promise in ever-rising desperation.
They declare both their innocence and their guilt. They denounce each other and attempt to scamper away like frightened dogs. It does not matter, for none of them will escape and the batons swing until the impact of wood against flesh and the smack of tissue slammed into concrete devour the calls for mercy. His teeth litter the floor and cigarette burns in the pattern of our flag dot his back. I have lost count of the fist strikes and the choking gasps of water vomited from straining lungs but for eight hours, the rich man has stood and witnessed and told us nothing.
He flinched at the surge and the hiss of the clamps searing into flesh. For eight hours, the only sounds he made were the mewling of his tears and his wasted pleas for us to stop. The sky is cloudless and the day is bright and before he collapsed, the indio has managed to stagger three entire meters without the soles of his feet. He twists, he screams and he tries to halt the spurts of blood from his limbs but every time his broken fingers caress the bare muscles, his body jerks and another scream churns from his throat.
Meandering trails of crimson stain the gravel and sand, and I throw the knife into the ground and slowly walk toward our informant. This squealing cockroach has cost me fifty quetzales and, gazing at his capering form, I think about how this is the way we should deal with all of our enemies. Instead of wasted effort on clever plots, we should have started with this.
We should have shown the rich man what happens to traitors and anyone helping them. We should have shown him our mettle the first day, the first hour, the first second he arrived. We should have proven to him that we will never allow these animals to be victorious, will never again let car bombs obliterate innocent children or stand idly by as our country is humiliated. He does however, turn to me and glare. The look is almost a fearless one and I am preparing to snap his nose with the barrel of my pistol when a car pulls into the yard. Its license plates have been removed, its windows are dirty and opaque, and when a member of the judiciales opens the back door and nods to me, I chamber a round in my pistol and shoot the worthless, unneeded indio.
He hesitates, grimacing and nibbling his lip. I can barely hear him over the sobs and I wave to the body on the bloodstained concrete. Arcelio continues to stand there. He is pale and I sigh and pat his shoulder. How long have we been at this and how many different answers has he given?
A dozen? Two dozen? These animals are relentless and merciless and they are absolutely committed to killing us. Your parents. Your caspianas. Trust me; I know them. And up in Champerico, his daughter could be doing anything: planning a kidnaping or another attack, building a bomb or perhaps something worse. He nods slowly and, fumbling with the handcuffs, he begins to drag the old man from the room. It is pathetic and Arcelio curses and strikes the fat, pampered body.
He repeatedly swings his baton and he turns the pleas to groans and mingles the blubbering tears with dripping blood. He then hauls the criminal down the corridor and soon the only things left are the scrapes of dragging feet and the occasional grunt of a distant kick. The noises are almost pleasant ones to me for they mean our young Arcelio is learning. He is learning how every terrorist and subversive must be punished. There are no half-measures in this war and that is why I stand every day and wait for our himno nacional to ring throughout these halls of concrete and stone.
I will always take a deep breath and clench my jaw, and I will always maintain my stance until the very last verse has ended, the very last note has faded into the air. The throbbing in my knee, the tremble of my leg, these are things that must be endured because our nation deserves — indeed, it requires — nothing less. And so I lift my chin and level my shoulders.
I ignore the stench of burnt flesh and the blood and tears on my boots. Currently, he is working on a novel set along the Pan-American Highway. Lo que se hace por amor. Friedrich Nietzsche. Todos muertos o a punto de morir. Afuera nevaba. Era Liska. Luego decidimos estar a solas y caminamos al apartamento. Liar porros y jugar al pinball. Los porros de este hombre eran demasiado bellos par ser fumados. Tan bien formados, tan bien sellados. Cuando llegaba a una fiesta, siempre era muy tarde.
En medio de una fiesta.
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